The mind state of darkness is easy to find, to give up is the easy to part. To build a fire of hope, love, and positivity from nothing. Then to keep that fire going by finding and putting wood on it is not easy.
Can’t see the world around me at the moment. I’m so happy and lost in my own wold. Dreams coming true, but in ways I couldn’t have for seen. Like a childhood fantasy. The thing that takes me off is that it makes being here in the moment where I am not as enjoyable. The point of things here in nc, won’t have a point where I’m going.